i wud like to sae....

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ELFIE...
i noe u wont b readin dis..
bt wth..??

yeah...
today is 17 august...
17 august is...
d dae i was born...
d dae i step into dis werld...
d dae i bcom a daughter n a sister...
d dae i make a smile on my parents face...
d dae i ferst saw my parents...
d dae i ferst breath...
d dae i was mi..

heh...
i wud like to sae thanks to....
~ainon...for d cute little 2 bear....
~haziqah...for d little cute locker...
~shuhadah...for d frame wif my name which is a pin...
~my darl..for d necklace..cake..everyting...
~to all mt other frens hu make d surprise possible...
thanks alot..!!
i love it all...!!
dere wud b more fun if jee n shasha was dere...
gt well soon..!!
n ruC too...
u guys miss d fun...
hmm...

btw aft sch was a surprise for mi...
we went to d rc....
wen i was abt to reach dere...
he close my eyes...
n heard ppl singin bdae song....
wen he let go his hands...
a birthday cake was rite infrnt of mi...
complete wif candles...
den blow cut eat...
d nex ting i noe...
he wear mi a necklace...
so sweet of him....
den blablabla...
dere was shida an fina fathur fatin sal shark n shuhadah...
we sabotage each other...
put d cake cream on face...
since it was rainin juz now...
we played d water too....
my shirt is dirty wif d choc cream btw...
den had fun...
thanks again everyone...

from now on i must...
~not b rude to anyone...
~not b lazy..
~appreciate every single tings in mmy llifes...
~help ppl more...
~love everyone more...
~not b mean to min n soffe...
~be more patient...
~study smart...
~not turn ppl down...
~b myself...
~do my hmwk...
~drink 8 glass of wtr everydae...
~remember to eat my pills daily...
~be good to everyone...
~be a good girl...
~be a good daughter...
~be a good sister...
~be a good gf...
~not hate anione..
~not bitch abt anione..
~respect everyone...
~not make ppl angry
~smile alwaes
~make my parents proud of mi..
~hav good examination results...
~b good to myself...

[i have nt gt wt i hope for]
[its so sad]
[dis is d best celeb i ever had]
[dis is nt d best celeb i ever had]
[im wonderin if dey even rmbr]
[im still sad]
[i wud like to sae sorry to everyone if i had hurt in in or out]
[i wud like to sae thanks to everyone for everyting]
[i will appreciate everytin in my life]
[i miz jee..if oni u were dere juz now]
[i hate hatred]
[life is nvr fair]

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17 august 2005
-ctfairuz-